Sunday, January 27, 2008

背叛

雨不停落下来
花怎麽都不开
紧管我细心灌溉你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀爱
只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前替我再回头看
看那些片段还在不在

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管只要你能愉快

这首歌。。应该是我暂时最喜欢的吧。。

或许。。我唯一能做的。。就是默默地在背后支持他。。

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Alone in lab..

Perhaps it's time to update my blog.. Haha.. Doubt I'll haf the time to do this when sch starts..

Alone in lab now.. =( In fact, I "camped" in sch the entire nite w my dear lab mate.. Both of us are super laggy in our fyp, hence decided to do sth bout it.. But we came well-prepared.. (well, almost!) Look at our 'food store'.. =P Yes, we didnt starve.. Not at all.. But at bout 4-5 am, both of us were shivering in the lab.. Super-cold..

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A few days back, saw this couple on my way home.. BF had sth on his shirt.. I was not wearin specs then (as usual =P) so cant see wat it was.. But from the GF's expression, i guess it shd b some insect/worm ba.. Anyway it was on the BF's back so he cant reach it.. GF was scared/disgusted(?) and refuse to help him remove the 'creature' from his shirt..

I walked away, smiling to myself.. [Cos.. A similar incident happened to me b4.. Care to guess if I did/didnt help remove the insect?]

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"You will always have a friend in me.." I hope u really meant it..

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Once again, I'm being reminded of this fact: Life is so fragile..

We must all learn to cherish pple around us, especially our family..

Haf been rather 'emo' the past few weeks.. Thankful to everyone who helped cheer me up in one way or another.. =)

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To my friends: Tho it's indeed true tt I miss havin a shoulder to lean on, someone to hold hands with, someone to 'cry to' when I'm upset.. BUT!! Dont 'push' every single and available (sometimes even not available) guys to me.. *Aiyo, please stop all the 'match-making'..

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Happy 2008 =)

Yay! Finally it's 2008 le!! =D
Wonderful last day of 2007 spent with frens n family..

Family Gatherin @ Aunt's place
Hmm.. I tink quite alot of us turn up tt evenin.. =) I love family gatherin.. Chattin w my aunts, uncles n cousins.. Updatin each other bout everyone's life.. Yummy food! Lots of red wines n chivas! Adorable cousins! Even more adorable aunts! Haha.. They are really cute..
It so happened tt I haf this cousin who jio-ed 2 of my aunts + their boys to appear in the 'Sh0p&SavE' advertisement.. Then everytime the advertisement appear, they will ask if i can spot them..
"I'm behind Xiang4 Yun2!"
"Peiru jie jie, I'm in first row!"
Another cousin run to the tv and pointed where he was at.
Actually, the advertisement lasts for less than 3 sec so I cant really see them clearly lol. But i shall not disappoint them on new yr eve.. Hehz..

I'm glad tt after Pa left, my uncles n aunts make an attempt to meet up with us or show their concern for us in one way or another.. Askin bout graduation n where i wan to work at, askin bout bgr stuff, askin bout my mom..
Everyone insist that I inherited my dad's 好酒量, hence keep refillin my wine glass with more n more red wines.. Hence by the time I reach JW's place, I've abit too much alcohol in my blood le.. (oops!)
Me and my siblings.. (Elder sis missin from pic - Abandon us for bbq w her frens..)

Countdown party @ Poolboy's place
Who went: Vivian, Christine, Lifen, Junwei, Jasmine, Liwei, Laiyi, Mandy, Maggie etc..
Nice "best buddy" fetch me from my aunt's place. Laiyi brought Dessert wine over.. First time tastin it.. A little too sweet for me le.. Tink Chris like it rite? Hee.. With Lifen around, we played the famous "Drinkin Game" once again.. Lifen, thanks for 'allowin' me to go toilet lol.. Had fun tt nite.. Nice Liwei drove maggie, mandy n me back.. Mag's neighbourhood is so foreign to me, like a maze.. Haha! Tink when I got my licence n car, I'll try to avoid punggol n woodlands.. =P

Reached home at 4am plus then woke up at 7am to send KB off @ the airport.. =) Glad u reached there safely le.. Must take lots of fotos n show me k? Use ur new cam and hone ur photography skills there ba.. Hope u enjoy ur stay there.. Not to forget my prez!! =D

Viruses haf been visitin me as n when they wan.. Being sick makes me weak n lazy to do work.. Tink Prof Chan must be thinkin I'm so lazy, always not inlab.. Haha! But I m really unwell ma.. =(

New year wish: My family n I to be happy n healthy.. =)
Meanwhile, I'll try to cut down on my coffee intake and try to rest more..

Lookin forward to Jay's concert..
Lookin forward to Grad trip..
Lookin forward to Cananda skiing trip in Dec08/Jan09..