A nice brunch at the club with family... =)
Mom look so satisfied with the amount of 'meat' from her coconut... Hee! Look wat I've got from mine!!! =P
Was workin at Unity just now when I received an sms from my younger sis."Da Jie and Kor Kor crying in the room."After callin my sis then I found out the reason. My bro misses Pa. And ever since Pa left, he felt veri stressed. He feel the responsibility of everything handed over to him and he felt overwhelmed...Tears filled my eyes immediately... Pa left us oreadi more than one year le... Everyone at home just behaves as though we had managed to let go... And all along, I thought I was the only one who couldnt let go... I felt so silly... I felt very bad... Bad cos I never care enough for my brother to realise that he has been feelin unhappy all these while... I understand that he has A levels comin, his swimmin competition as well as army... Perhaps at his age, he shouldnt haf had to undergo so much stress alone while copin with the loss of Pa... I felt so guilty cos I feel that I should do sth but I dunno wat...We seldom talk bout Pa at home... Cos I guess none of us had realli let go ba... It still hurts so much... =( Especially when the staff at Unity ask me bout my family and showed me their concern... I feel like cryin everytime I realise how much I miss Pa...Today is Ma's birthday... I bought her an office chair cos she complained of backache with her present too-low chair... Today, we brought her to somewhere I find realli nice... Sis's bf got to work and couldnt drive us. Luckily our dear aunt offered to drive us... Cos that place realli so ulu... =P Anyway, it's a club where we get to lunch beside the sea... It's realli windy and nice... Food not that fantastic, but all of us enjoyed ourselves takin foto, lookin at the pple sailin in the sea, the waves, the kayaks, etc... =) Haven been feelin happy for quite some time... But felt slightly better after the lunch... Tink I realli like the beach n sea... =)Anyway, sis graduatin lo!!! Her is-that-call-convocation?! is on 25th July... So lookin forward to tt day... We are thinkin of gg to a studio to take a family foto... But dunno where's gd... Perhaps will fotoshop Pa into the foto? (Is that possible?) Since his wish is to see sis graduatin... Realli hope all of us will stay strong... But frankly, sometimes... I really feel that I haf no goals in my life... The real reason why I took Pharmacy was to be of some help to Pa... Cos Pa haf kidney failure for like ten years... Always see him takin 7 or 8 medication per meal... Especially after his kidney transplant... I realli hope to help him with his medication... But now... Sigh... Nah... I wont stay in this depression mode de... =) I believe that I will be happy Peiru again one day... I will be able to achieve that definitely, especially with the support n encouragement of so many friends... Thanks everyone...
歌曲：不想想太多
歌手：
苏慧伦当给你自由
都嫌太多觉得太重的时候
在我们之间是否要更长的空格
我和你不同
当你向左我偏向右的时候
爱是否到了
找不到方向的路口
依赖了多久
在你怀里的温柔
现在一个人
只能大步往前走
我不想想太多
当别人又说起你的时候
不过是分手
别夸张了寂寞
我不想想太多
当radio又传来那首歌
anyone at all
还爱你没有错
我以为自己可以很洒脱
会酷酷的转身我掉头就走
没想过有些难过
我自己不说却被看透
整个人被泪水淹没
不想想太多
不过是分手
Hmm... Have been workin at East Point Unity for 4 days le... Night shifts all the way...Many friends asked me how I find my work so far... Well... I find night shifts not bad... Get to wake up after 1030am =) BUT I missed most of the scv shows tt I actualli want to watch =(... The pple there are quite nice and funny... So far so good ba...Now the unhappy stuff... I REALLI CANNOT STAND WEARIN MY COVERED SHOES!!!! Yes... Before my preceptorship starts, I oreadi hear many complained bout sore feet and blisters... BUT I can realli understand the pain and sore NOW!!!! =( Standin for 9 hours is alright, but standing while wearin the covered shoes is not! Anyway... After buyin heels insole (aunty there recommend de), and puttin on plasters, I fellt a tiny bit better... Hope next week will be better ba... Work realli is not wat I had expected... I had expected more pharmacy-related stuff like learnin bout medication n counsellin points etc... However... Things that I had learn so far are more technical ba... Price taggin, a bit into prescription, signed order, etc and ALOT of cashierin... But anyway, I quite like cashierin... Hee! Minus the stress when the queue gets longer n longer, or when someone wants redeem link points, pay by visa and then haf their points issued... Haha! I realise I cant multi-task... So when things pile up, ... Hee, I'll call for help!!! =PAnyway, just came back from East Coast Park... Hope u realli enjoyed urself tonight... Sorry I workin night shift til 10pm, so only haf 2 hours to celebrate ur birthday with u... But I realli veri yong xing prepare everythin for u... Glad u like them... =) Happy Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet 23rd!!!With Love, Peiru
