Voices in my Heart: October 2007

Sunday, October 21, 2007

乌龟啊。。乌龟。。。

Sis bought me these two little soft toy tortoises... Love them alot... Especially their rosy cheeks... =)
And I didnt realise tt I haf so many tortoise soft toy until someone commented... Lolz...

No matter wat... This remains my favouritest; Whenever I see the gloomy expression, I can't bear not to hug it... Lolz... And it's the first and only soft toy tt caught my eyes when I entered that shop... =) Indeed, some commented tt it looks alien-ish... [One fren even attempted to steal it from me! =(] Haha~Alien-ish or not... It is my favouritest no matter wat... Lalala~

Some things happened last fri... Mixed feelings I had... Thought I had managed to let go... But... Sometimes... A few hours is all tt was needed to destroy the wall of determination tt I tried so hard to build... I hate pretending tt everything is fine... It's such an awful feeling...

Past few weeks was still okie... With so many deadlines to meet, so many 'outings', etc... I barely have time to 胡思乱想... But since fri's incident... From the 2 tortoises to the movie 女佣 on channel 8, from the photos (in my hp/laptop) to the box of butter cookies on my desk... From the wind vane to the many other soft toys sittin in my room... *sigh*
Do I realli haf to throw all these away to stop myself from thinkin? I cant bear to throw everythin away... But is tt the only way then i can realli walk out from 'the past'? Gosh, this is distractin me from work... =(

I dunwan to cry anymore... And I know tt tmr if u see me in sch, I'll be back to the happy mode. But whether I'm truly happy, dun ask me, cos even I myself dunno the answer...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Learnin 2 b happy..

Mid-Autumn.. Beautiful moon.. Walking home, just me n myself.. Felt a little lonely, a little sad.. Nah.. Chase all these negative thoughts all away.. Shoo!

I enjoyed my Mid-Autumn Celebration this year.. Simple, traditional (pink) lanterns.. Beautiful candle light.. Sparklers.. Spent with adorable little babies (my neighbours).. Not to forget the yummy mooncakes of cos.. =P

Yest was fun! =) Went out with the guys to celebrate kb's birthday @ Minds Cafe.. =)

This card is found in a Shooting-the-duck game.. I really like the espression of the white duck!! Haha~ I tink tt's the look on my face whenever I wan sabo someone else.. =P

If I didnt rmb wrongly, this game is call Adversity. There's 4 product name on the card placed in the center. And each player has 4 slogan cards.. I have to choose the one tt I feel best represent one of the 4 products and place that slogan in the middle. The other players then try to guess which product I'm thinkin of.. Whoever guessed correctly earns $10,000, and I earn $10,000 times the no. of pple who guessed correctly.. Then process is repeated for the next player n so on.. =P Perhaps it's not so obvious in this foto.. But certain slogans and products are really suggestive.. Haha~ Definitely not a game for kids..

And this is my very-pink drink while playin Cluedo-Simpsons version.. Totally tai-ko, but I managed to end the game with a super lucky guess.. Wahahaha~

Hope all of u enjoyed urselves yest.. I really had lots of fun.. Hope to meet up with u all again soon.. Mayb @ our klaz outin? @ Timbre? Lol..